The greatest love of my life

Those softer than velvet locks

that fall down your forehead

Those mile long lashes resting

on that peaches and cream cheek

Those wondrous brown eyes 

filled with innocent glee

Those tiny rose bud lips

that stretch into lopsided yawns

Those sharp fuzzy ears

that seek gentle melodies

Those perfect five fingers 

curled tightly against mine

Those sweet ticklish toes

that bring a smile to your face

That beautiful strong spirit 

that makes my day everyday

I thought I knew what love is

but I have never fallen so hard before!

Sleepless in San Diego

Why do the weirdest thoughts always come to the fore in the middle of the night when you just can't fall asleep? Was up to feed Sohini an hour and half ago, now with tired eyes and overactive mind, bummer! Thinking about what's important to me, then realize I take myself way too seriously. 

Life should be fun, then why do most of us end up complicating it so much that our expectations get in the way of enjoying the moment and all our blessings? The world's a big illusion anyway - so enjoy the show, savor the beauty, laugh at the ironies and brush aside the limitations of the human condition!

New Beginnings

It's been an incredible life changing year for us. With the arrival of Sohini, our beautiful new daughter, our lives have expanded and contracted at the same time.  I get to view the world through her fresh innocent curious eyes. It is an amazing feeling to rediscover the wonder in every little thing in the world! On the other hand, the last few weeks have revolved around our little home, and the changing dynamics in it with the arrival of this precious little being. I cannot remember any other time in my life where I got to stay home for so long or when I was every happier doing so! They say having children changes your perspective on life, but I never quite got exactly how that happens until now. This little wriggling bundle of muscle and nerves is our little miracle, and I will be forever grateful to have had the beautiful experience of bringing her into this world. You are now an arrow released from the bow, my little one- may your path be a long, happy, and prosperous one!

I am also nearing the end of a long stretch of medical training. I feel excited about starting work in the real word, but the again, the uncertainty of uncharted territory is a little nerve wracking. What this year has helped me learn is that what I cannot control, I need to surrender to the Universe and it all works out in the end. I look forward to the new adventures the coming year will bring.